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monstereatsyou
28 January 2009 @ 07:16 pm
another friday night fight night. i love thinking of those words.
 
 
current location: florida
 
 
monstereatsyou
if i had some orange chicken and marty at the moment. id be living the good life mhmmm, well just marty. but if we got hungry that orange chicken comes in handy.
 
 
current location: florida
 
 
monstereatsyou
Marriage is off. dont talk to me about it, getting help from my counsler. possiblity of moving, such a cold, heartless, cruel person. breakups are never easy, i hope mine never comes cause i dont see it happening. anyways, im just trying to stay calm. the closest man to me is so sad. i could knock somebody out at the moment.
 
 
current location: florida
 
 
monstereatsyou
13 January 2009 @ 07:47 pm
Painting. Talking. Sleeping. Sitting. Watching & Drawing, oh and Breathing.. pretty much thats all that goes on in my household

so many things piss me off.
 
 
current location: florida
 
 
monstereatsyou
11 January 2009 @ 10:25 am
so yesterday. i get to Martys house and his dog almost tackles me on the way in. we run around his house and i ask his mom for baby pictures and she brings out this big album, so cute. looking at all the pictures on the wall. all through the years. than finding all his yearbooks and wrestling over the living room floor just for those books with pictures. we got up and realized we were sweating like crazy lol Marty was like 'whoa it looks like i just ran 10 miles or something' so we sat under a fan for a while, i got all of the yearbooks. were sitting in his room trying to take eachothers phones and i end up looking through his closet finding all this old pokemon stuff with dust on it. i havent taken a picture of myself with my camera this year. anywayz. spilled coke on the carpet cause of marty. so i spit it on his sock. he had to get some new ones. watched baby movies and they were so0o0o0o0o adorable. i hope maybe i can go again today. his mom loves me and says she hopes i stay with Marty cause im really cute and sweet. eating shrimp and subway for dinner and walking to the little gas station and little 'mall' as Martys mom calls it. its actually just like a tanning place and like a little food store. which we got kicked out of cause toooooth came in there with roller skates.

So i hear my mother and father are finally getting married. seeing everybody in their little tuxs and dresses, Marty and Marina are coming. dress shopping with Marina, oh i cant wait. lol this is gonna be so fun. everybody seems just so much happier.
 
 
current location: florida
 
 
 
monstereatsyou
11 January 2009 @ 05:05 am
What Ursulaa Thinks of Marty <33;

I drink coke out of his special gold cup and he gets all the backwash but dosent complain. we folded his clothes and packed them away when he was leaving for ohio in december. i watch his skate videos and look at pictures of him way back in the day. he kickflips, hardflips, and trey flips and texts me at the same time cause hes just so talented. the kid who i hope to turn old and grey with in our own little rocking chairs lol and yet still together when were in the ground. he says he will do anything for me.my parents call him one of the family. and his family seems to like me too. we say forever is forever.he has a screen door that never gets used and i always look at the green light shined up against his house at night. his dog always follows me around when im trying to walk to the car. his fridge is always full and has bottles or cans of cokes in it. his mouse pad is cute. i woke up at 6 in the morning and his mom being there asking me if i want any breakfast. hes got a fishtank right next to his computer and with squirrels and birds that run and hop and fight for the food his mom throws out there. i added him on myspace and i guess started commenting himmm, i thought he was so goodlooking and still do, but i didnt think he would like me. i was being all awkward and gay when i was talking to him on aim but then we started talking about lee and we started talking everyday. he was on stickam with marina and i once and when i invited him to go to a highschool football game to see me and lee, he came but i didnt have a ride home so i asked him. i asked for his phone number when i got in the car but made fun of his name the whole ride home. i felt bad cause i liked him but at least i made lee laugh. lee and marty invited me to the peir the next day begging me for food. i came and we walked around downtown all day, my mom was having some health issues and my dad blamed me for it. marty and lee made me feel better. we were spending every weekend, all weekend. marty, lee, and i were bestfriends lol we moved eachother high up above everybody else on their tops lol lee started saying he was busy more often so it was just marty and me hanging out every weekend. till my parents didnt let me go out anywhere for five weeks. but i still texted and talked to marty everyday. i got a counsler and i got my freedom back. on December 5th, i was texing him and he asked me to go out with him. a week after that i went to his house and met his friend 'Jacob' but i call him toooth or teeeeth. we went to some redneck party way out in the middle of somewhere. i text him everyday and all day. when i wake up to when i fall asleep. goodmorning at 7 in the morning and goodnight at 2 in the morning. and normally i fall asleep in the middle of texting him and wake up three hours later. hes made me the happiest ive ever been, his voice is something that i just want to hear all the time. he thinks its gay but i watch videos or want to call him just to hear it. i dont think hes ever been mad at me. hes got a bunch of skateshirts and whenever hes at the mall hes always in zumiez. goodwood and toymachine are something ill never forget. i love walking around his house and seeing all those cute baby pictures everywhere. his little football posters and everything. asking his mom for that giant album and little videos of when he was two. makes me so happy and laugh so0o0o much but im there holding his hand watching them. his mom says 'oh hes so cute that you just wanna run up and kiss him' that be true homedawggg. theres nothing wrong with my life when im with him. he always tells me im beautiful, gorgeous, pretty, any nice word in the dictionary even when i dont think i am. even though he cant spell manatee, comfy, or pillow, its alright. he gets along with all my friends. i spend my weekends with him and wouldnt trade them for the world, always looking forward to the next time ill see him. thinking and dreaming about him. but also worrying about him and such. but in the end its all good. oh and just so everyone knows, his fourth grade picture is adorable and every other yearbook picture. wrestling around his living room for those yearbooks. well worth it. lol hes got these girl pillows and a girl showerr. but he always denies it. my dad tells me hes got a great smile and i agree so much, i love his teeeth. those racing hearts, shaking hands and legs, cute little movements to the side, arms around my back and curling my toes, getting as close as it gets and playing with his necklace and hair, those double kisses and wrapped up legs, falling asleep, always wanting to wake up with him so it would be like my dream could finally keep on going, the little hat that always has some positive use, always winning, always losing, hand in hand, getting butterflies and nervous but still calm wrestling and crawling on the floor for at least one baby picture. only some of the stuff i wouldnt trade for the world. Dear Marty, i love you. i like you. i dream about you. i miss you. i adore you. i want you. i enjoi you. i text, type, write, talk, about you. i want you. you are the one ive always wanted, and now your here and ill never let go. people tell us negative things but we know stuff like that wont happend, forever is forever. ill do anything to make you happy. i love you with all my heart, nobody is ever gonna come between us. I Love You Marty, December 5th, 2008 <33


What Marty had to Say Back <33;

Oh my god,I read that whole entire thing you wrote about me.
<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 Your the fucking best/sweetest/most beautiful/prettiest/coolest/best looking/most awsome/wounderful/cutest/greatest Girl to walk the earth. i know i might of spelled some of them wrong but idc. as long as im texting/talking/seeing/thinking/dreaming about you im the happiest guy everrr!!!! and i hope we never break up. <333333333333333333333333
P.S i can to spell Manitee* and Pallow*.
> i fucking love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu. <3333333333333333
First thing first...I have the best girlfriend named Ursula. She like to play with my gold necklace. haha Shes the best girl you'll ever find on the planet. Id give the world for her! I can sit there all day long, and tell her i love her. But it doesn't mean as much to me... As when im actually with her! and seeing her beautiful self! I love to see her smile,She has the nicest and cutest Smile ive ever seen. Hearing her voice..Is just the most amazing thing that ever happend. I can listen to her all day. Shes NOT annoying.(at all) Every time she laugh's,I would sit there and Smile =) thinking... "That is the most Gorgeous/sweetest/prettiest Girl alive". I'll never give her up. (for anything at all) Shes Always in my heart. And no one will ever replace her. ♥12/5/08♥ I love you Ursula and always will. <3333333
 
 
current location: florida
 
 
monstereatsyou
11 January 2009 @ 05:02 am
weekends with marty. mhmmmmmm good stuff there. saw baby movies and baby pictures. cute cute. wonder what ill do tomorrow. im listening to shwayze, the beatles, and lily allen like nonstop whenever i get on the computer. ill be texting marty and than ill fall asleep and wake up three hours. thats where im at now. insomnia can S a D.
 
 
current location: florida
 
 
monstereatsyou
hello 2009/ sam i want my phone charger back. stop being fat and just give it back
come back to florida marty, i miss you.
 
 
current location: florida
 
 
 
monstereatsyou
spent 5 hours with marty yesterday. today is my moms birthday. im gonna finish my one liter of coke now. i wanna eat the cookies i made but no0o0o0o0o. i guess im going shopping today. i want my zumiez order. please mr.postman could you hurry up. marina has a doctors appointment today. she got a hampster. i miss lee, havent seen him in such a long time. havent done anything reall exciting without seeing marty and lee every weekend. gotta miss that.
 
 
current location: florida